Listen Nurse!!

I was hungry and could not feed myself

You let my food tray out of reach

On my beside table

Then you discussed my nutritional meal

during a Nursing conference

I was thirsty and helpless,

but you forgot to ask the attendant to refill my water pitcher

You later charted that i already taken my fluids

I was lonely and afraid,but you let me alone

Because i was so cooperative

and

Never asked for anything

I was a nursing problem and you discussed the theoretical basis of my illness

and

you do not even see me

I was thinking to be dying and thinking i could not hear,

You said you hoped i would not die before it was time to finish your day...

because..you had an appointment at the beauty parlour before your evening date..

You seem so well educated,well spoken and

so very neat in your spotless unwrinkled uniform

But when I speak

You seem to listen but do not hear me..

help me,care about when happens to me

I am so tired,so lonely and so very afraid

talk to me..

reach out of me...

Take my hand

let what happens to me matter to you...

please...Nurse..Listen to me....

Warghh..today i wake up when it's almost 12Md..suffering the last 2 night duty at Male medical 1,QEH making me feel sick,*sigh*..severe headache and damn sleepy!!*rolling eye*..
last night i don't have any chance to sleep even for a minute!!how come the patients keep awake in the middle of night???!!they're ill and supposed to rest well??!!uhuhhu..
Can you imagine the how important the nurses in this world?who can keep awake in the middle of the night?starting their job at 9pm till 7am without a minute to close their eye?it's not only opening their eyes but also keeps open their mind,heart and their both hands to makes sure all patients feel comfortable and alive but then nurses itself suffering??..
As a student nurse i have to do all SNses order..
Doing 30 patients observation at 10pm,2am and 6am??keep the patients IVD running and preventing fluid overload!!serve medications at 10pm,12MN and 6am??whoahh!!..can you imagine i have to do 7admissions at one night by myself??Dr only checking the patients and asking them what their problems and the next plans goes to nurses..the word that cannot escape from Dr mouth is *Nurse..do this and do that to this patient..bla bla bla*!!
If it only about doing Dr orders,served medications an doing nursing care..i don't mind to be nurse..but..the worst thing is i have to face a patient and their relatives with no grateful at all!!still complaining that nurses do not care for them..how come they can says that??Do they think nurses are stewardess or what???We are treating an ill person and we're only have 2 hands,legs and eye!!!
But then...i'm proud to be nurse
i want to be the best nurse!!
Even i have only 2hands,legs and eye..i still have my heart and my mind to make it 8(which means infinity)so i can take care for the patients at any kind of them(even not grateful at all)..because they're HUMAN!!

feels like to continue my day dreaming!!..:))

About singing...

Who doesn’t like to sing?Some of us sing well, and …. well, some of us sing like Lucy Riccardo but on I love Beyonce. I’ve been told I do.
Some of us hum and sing when we are nervous...i does that. Which actually helps relax me as I breathe differently when I sing. And some of us(me too..^^) only sing in the shower where the acoustics help us out.
Happy birthday's song is the only song i can finished to sing in public but when i taking shower i can finished more songs^^...I don't like to sing i public because i don't have the talent to sing..
But i Love to hear someone singing especially those who have the talent..
Hmm...i heard someone singing while i busy facebooking just now,It's the MA's student..
Very Nice voice..Very slow but it catch my ear..hehe^^
According to Marrie Coppola,Singing helps you live longer, enhances your mental state and even helps keep wrinkles off your face.So..those who doesn't have the talent to sing in public but want to live longer just take a time to sing while taking shower..^^

Who doesn't like kissing???^^

If you want to ask me..."Do you like kissing???"....of course i say..yes!!...it means i already pass my first kisss..!!!^^...but..it doesn't means im a perfect kisser!!Definetely i'm not the pro-kiss maker..here i want to share some facts about kissing...
Here we go!!....
Kissing is the simplest act of romance, yet it can be the most erotic, sensual, and loving act of romance. Many times, we forget just how wonderful kissing can truly be... whether it's a good make out session or a tender kiss to say " i love you".
One of the best things about kissing is that it never gets boring!
There are so many different ways to vary a simple kiss that will keep you occupied for hours!For more information just Google it...^^

Why i love kissing???
1.Kissing for one minute burns 26 calories. So enjoy that chocolate cake, and make up for it later with an extended make-out with your partner.
2.Kissing is a true love expression of the soul(even my partner said.."don't try to lies when you kiss,a kiss never lie")
3.passionate kiss release stress.. Either just one person or both couple problem.Kiss can helps us on solving the problems.

I have just ask my boyfriend why he love to kiss..he said.."because kiss is a loving touch"..so don't get it wrong..kiss doesn't means a sexual touch!!...
Why don't you call your own boyfriend or girlfriend. Ask them to hang out together. Then, get a kiss...(LoVe)..^^
I don't says..kiss on their lips...
Mybe kiss on cheek,hands mybe???why not??....^^

Thinking of you^^...

I woke up on 12.05md and i thinking of you...
And i wondered if you were thinking of me to...
hoping so much you'll send me an SMS...&&^^
I sat up and thought about our last dating..wheeww!!!!^^
and all i could do was sit and continue my day dreaming about you...
It's hard to let you go..
So i decide myself...i will never let you go..
Now...
I just have to wait until the day that we will meet again...missing you so much!!!
Someday you'll realize how much i care for you..
and thank you....that you care for me...
And
For loving me...
As i am...(saying this makes me remember about my exbf...huhu...shitty asshole!!)

But until we meet what could be fate,
i'll just sit here thinking of you and wait for this saturday!!!^^......
This is what i called Love...^^

College......@_@

YESTERDAY...
Going to school..Having fun...^^

Making friends...%&*^&$
one by one
Going to class
Where I learn
All the knowledge
For which I yearn
Learning my numbers
123
Learning my letters
ABC

NOW...There's a time and place

For just about everything
It's called College..

COMING NEXT...

Now friends, as graduation nears,
Let's celebrate without the tears.
It has been a long hard grind
But it's time to put all that behind.
Let's remember that stress and strain
Are part of education's pain.
We knew that when we started school
But learning stuff is kinda cool.
We made it through when times were bad
And we owe it all to mom and dad..^^(can't wait for it)

SOON....
To care the injured, to deal with the dead,
Will be the part I of our life
As a NURSES....

Friendship forever.....

JP July 2008..KSKB,KK...

We're came from different sort of packages,
From time to time and different ages Even in different places, Different faces and different races. Our life is never be perfect Without this thing called friendship...am I right??? Friendship is so sweet and lovely..as sweets and candy!!!
Full of life (happiness,sadness, loyalty,honesty and even betray???)..
and full of mystery With soft, tender care and modesty With great love and pure intimacy. A best friend will also never judge your actions And it doesn't matter if you've messed up badly They will be right by your side just to hold you To share all the pain and tears with you gladly.
They're with you no matter what you're going through... Together no matter what happens... Sharing the joy and the pain... Even sharing the price for a foods...!!!hehehe....
This is our life...
Friendship....^^