Thursday, October 14, 2010

Warghh..today i wake up when it's almost 12Md..suffering the last 2 night duty at Male medical 1,QEH making me feel sick,*sigh*..severe headache and damn sleepy!!*rolling eye*..
last night i don't have any chance to sleep even for a minute!!how come the patients keep awake in the middle of night???!!they're ill and supposed to rest well??!!uhuhhu..
Can you imagine the how important the nurses in this world?who can keep awake in the middle of the night?starting their job at 9pm till 7am without a minute to close their eye?it's not only opening their eyes but also keeps open their mind,heart and their both hands to makes sure all patients feel comfortable and alive but then nurses itself suffering??..
As a student nurse i have to do all SNses order..
Doing 30 patients observation at 10pm,2am and 6am??keep the patients IVD running and preventing fluid overload!!serve medications at 10pm,12MN and 6am??whoahh!!..can you imagine i have to do 7admissions at one night by myself??Dr only checking the patients and asking them what their problems and the next plans goes to nurses..the word that cannot escape from Dr mouth is *Nurse..do this and do that to this patient..bla bla bla*!!
If it only about doing Dr orders,served medications an doing nursing care..i don't mind to be nurse..but..the worst thing is i have to face a patient and their relatives with no grateful at all!!still complaining that nurses do not care for them..how come they can says that??Do they think nurses are stewardess or what???We are treating an ill person and we're only have 2 hands,legs and eye!!!
But then...i'm proud to be nurse
i want to be the best nurse!!
Even i have only 2hands,legs and eye..i still have my heart and my mind to make it 8(which means infinity)so i can take care for the patients at any kind of them(even not grateful at all)..because they're HUMAN!!

feels like to continue my day dreaming!!..:))